Don't get me wrong here. I'm simply saying, at times, when you're jealous of someone who has the same talent that you have but is better at it, you thought of going to beat them. And usually, you're an unmotivated person and when that happens, it boost your soul and make you try harder. You would think that you would only stop when you have achieved just as much as the person does.

Not to say that people should be glad of being jealous. It can bring you troubles as well. All I'm trying to say here is, when you're in a tough but HEALTHY competition with a person, your jealous can encourage you along side with family and friends' opinions.

Being an artist is a unique ability. I treasure this ability so much. And I'm loving it too. But at times, when viewing around too see other's arts, I can get a little grumpy and inspired by my jealousy to beat them or at least be like them.